Monday, December 8, 2008 . 4:17 PM

Inflicted Pain

My hand, my fingers are still numb. Numb?
I feel that I'm a devil.
Treating her like this.
I think I had gone crazy at that moment.
How could I treat her like this?
But on the other hand, doesn't she treat me this way?
I seriously think that i'm over self-centred.
If anything happenes to my laptop, I think I might even kill her.
I don't know.
This is not what a human being should behave.
Seek refuge at Mac now.
Things will get worse if I continue to stay at home.
Throats are sore after the shouting.
Lips are dry with exhausion.
Fingers are numb and pain after the beating.
Eyes are tired after seeing her.
Heart is painful too.

I do not wish that things will repeats itself, but it keeps repeating.

Hope things will really change like what you said, my dear!